Putting some closure on the past was necessary before I could move forward. It has taken me quite some time to finally get all the thoughts and emotions about my marriage/divorce down in written word. Part of the hold-up was due to the fact that healing takes time. Some of it was laziness. Chalk up other delays to the fact that real life is interesting, demanding, distracting. In any case, I've finally achieved my goal. It's been interesting to rehash the 'good/not-so-good ol' days' in written form. It was painful at times, empowering at others. But positive over-all. Thank goodness I've finally got it all out of my system! After all, as cliche' as it is, life really does go on. Damn. I mean, you just can't hold it back! Attempts to do so could throw the world out of orbit and directly into the sun. Not sure if I've mentioned it in the past, but I don't do so well in sunlight. I'm practically a vampire! I've learned that it's best to just tag along with life, not unlike a stupid puppy follows its mother. Blindly head towards the future! If you hit any walls, just bounce off and keep on going. Nothing can come between you and that lofty goal! Chase the stick when its thrown. Become a connoisseur of the disgusting. Embrace the awkwardness. You will eventually hit goal! Victory! Happiness.
For some, the journey is short. Others need a bit more time. But in the end, that final goal is all that matters. And its worth fighting for.
Reclaiming life and feeling whole again. Bliss.
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